i suddenly decided it's time to blog cause SHL just went onto the plane. off to thailand for 3 weeks.
when he comes back i'll be off to malaysia for 4 days.
internship's starting soon as well.
and driving test. sigh. i really want to pass.

anw, the main topic of the post is about his 3 weeks away! D:
i feel... sad. yet.... alright :)
maybe the feeling will sink in soon. but for now. im just really tired.
his friends sent me home.
i need to pass soon so that i will stop troubling his friends D:

so anw, this whole week out of 5 days, SHL only had to go to camp on wed. the rest of the days were spent tgr <3
watched 2 movies.
21 Jump Street & Dark Shadows in the theaters,
and downloaded This Means War to watch tgr.
last week after watching Avengers tgr, we downloaded Thor, Hulk and Captain America to watch tgr.
im honestly not a fan of movies. kinda felt like i wasted my time actually D:
hahah. and hmmms. what else did we do.....
oh! he cycled me to KTP hospital cause he had an appointment. that was really fun :D
i guess im an outdoor person :D
i think that's about all we did.
we ate tons of caifan though. :) and waffles! yum yum yum.
barely any arguments. minor moodiness were settled within 30mins :)

things are starting to look good.
:)
till 3 weeks.
or maybe i'll blog more since he's away :)

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off to help SHL do some maple thingy.

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fiim midterms at 730pm later and im attempting to study. siighh.
been losing my temper at shl lately :( sorry.. :(
studying is a pain. with those lame jokes of yours, i just lose my temper. :(

thank you for being so patient with meee! & understanding. :)
so poor thing must put up w my nonsense. :(
<3 you're the best.

last warning on your couple tshirt >:(
but it was a fun and de-stressing day. thanks SHL <3 

Spent some time reading my blog. :)
blogging is actually quite a beneficial thing i guess. for one it shows why i am where i am today. also, it reminds me about some things... such as why i danial and i didnt work out. so.. i've decided to start blogging again whenever i can for memories sake. :)

im really glad things are the way it is now. with regards to danial & i, with regards to the friends i have in my life now, with regards to my family. :) things are just really awesome now. till it's too good to be true?? cept for studies i guess. im kinda lagging behind in it. but... i think i still can pick up. :) cca has been quite a worry for me of late. i feel as though im not doing enough. but i have no idea what else i could do because we are already so packed. :/ but im starting to really enjoy my cca.. the company, the job, the whole "art" of it. :) i cant decide if taking up this role has led to greater positives or negatives.

my birthday is coming up and for the first time in my life, im having a party. really glad for the friends i have in my life who are willing to plan my bd for me. im really so grateful! <3 love you girls. like i said in a few blog posts before this current one, i really appreciate you girls for being by my side. :) loveeeees <3
on a side note, happy belated birthday addy. sorry i couldnt join in the bai bai birthday wish. :( ethics presentation later better be good to make up for it.

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harry's cny party:
so i decided it was finally time to go for harry's events and face danial + gf. and to cut things short, things turned out pretty good actually. i suspect it's due to the fact that dan's gf didnt turn up. but... i kinda thank God for that. i was EXTREMELY worried about what would happen if his gf was around. :/
well, i would only know that in sept. so... why think about it now. anything can happen from jan to sept. :)

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2010 was hell.
i did tons of shit that i wish i could turn back time to change. but everything happens for a reason, and im glad i've learnt much. never going back to that again

2011 was silent & uneventful
there's nothing much to remember from 2011 cept my multiple attempts to stop myself from falling back into 2010

2012 has a positive outlook (:
we'll see how things progresses. come on GPA! :))) 

been a long long time since i've been here. :( usually i rather stone and slack than blog. especially since the only times im online is when im at in school or when im at work.
which is where i am now really. working at abn amro. raffles place. just shifted over to a new building. extremely bored cause there's nothing for me to do. :/

you know what's wrose? all the PCPCNY people are overseas. either still at wherever they were, going to study, or in CAMBODIA. T.T
i wanna be in Cambodia. having absolutely nothing to do makes me wanna be in cambodia. :( usually i would have some mundane work to do but this week is like O.o spent the time finishing up my ocsp finance stuffs though. i guess it's better than nothing. :( BLEAAAHHH.

im so going for the next mission trip no matter what. this is utterly retarded. :( i hate myself for this. pfft!!!!!

hmm. maybe this is a way of telling me. "GO FOR MISSIONS"
going for the ocsp to Sikkim, India made me realise how lame such stuffs are. cause as volunteers, we receive much more than we give the people there. as missionaries, i think they should be giving more. i really i wish i went to cambodia so i could see the difference for myself. :(

enough wallowing in self pity. i chose this. pfft.